there are certain things in life that are way too complicated and sometimes it makes me think why is this so.. yes! life is indeed unpredictable. very very much...
there are certain special people in your life that you give so much importance yet they tend to IGNORE you..it HURTS. yes! so much! but it's a mere fact that you can't always expect each one to react or feel the same way for you.. or appreciate you that way you appreciate them.
well. that's life..so COMPLICATED.. but is very full of surprises. =)
i know it really was my fault. and that's why i am trying to get a chance to talk to you. it seems so awkward not being able to go with you guys, and talk to you just like before. i admit my mistake. i want you to know that. i just want us to be okay again. SORRY big time.. i should've listened intently that time but i guess my being VISUAL makes me neglect the things said to me. hope you could read this one.. SORRY gid liwat...
post lang ni ah..hahaha =p way lang..nahidlaw lang ko sng bacolod.. that's all..hahahahahhaa.waaaaaaaaaaaaah... ah okeeee.....
woooh! gooooooooooooodmorning!! la lang..labay lang ko ah.. burtdee subong ni zero nayn ko.. =) love him so mucho..wooh..take care ta tnan..xoxo.. love lots, aZeLiTa =)
sweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet!! i love it.. =) sweet2x cya ya eh.. nannnnn! enlab? ano bah..!!!nahh yah zel! =) xoxo.mwaah mwaah i heart you ^a^ jr. mwaaah..
with you, with you with you, with you, with you, with you, with you, with you.. Ü
i love this song by CHRIS BROWN!!Ü
"coz if i got you, i don't need MONEY, i don't cars...." -----> i agree...
for the past months that my Lola Valing is here at home, I am REALLY REALLY PISSED OFF at times. She really is very "sAbAd"...Katalaka na gid ya. imagine, my chore is to wash the dishes and there she is wanting to do it.. so, my mom saw her in the kitchen trying to clean and wash the dishes while i was still fixing the table where we ate. so , my mom got angry of me.. and it's because of my GRANDMA!!! dammit!!
this morning, another breaking story.. she told me to buy "pandesal" for our breakfast and i said i don't have money.. then here she says again that, "it's a sin to tell a lie!" and i said, "what will i do? get the money from the payment of the Victoria's Secret cologne?? i can't do that!!" i really really hate it.. my great morning was already DOOMED because of her..PLUS, the way my mom acted last night.. haaaaaaaaaaaaaaai life!!!
isn't it hard for you to accept the WORDS that are "hurtful" said by your mom just because you didn't text her and answered her call? without even knowing that you used another sim but still texted to the no. she is usually using. then she starts to scold you 'coz she says that she used her other no.?? WELL DUH!! how could i possibly know that she even changed her sim card. and i could not call her to check if that really is the no. she is using 'coz i only like have 2 pesos remaining load.. that SUCKS!! the worst part is, she starts to says things that are really PAINFUL. actually, i'm kind of immuned with it already. since i was a kid, that's always the "icing on the cake" especially when her wiLdNesS bEgins again..damn!!
"you should see the other person as a CHANGED PERSON..weeh.." says Father Asoy..
and I do agree with that.. forget all the worries and problems in your life.. just get away with life .. i don't mean this in a bad way, but i mean, enjoy life..!!
damn!! this was given to us not to WASTE it.. duh!! weeehh
love it.. learn to appreciate it.. weeeeeeeeh.....
xoxo,
aZeLiTa
golly.. March 8, 2008 and it was the last day we were going to our community in the GK site.. Hope Village in Talisay..well, it's kind of sad but still we plan to go back there and visit our adopted family.. our family was the QUIATCHON family and they are "great!" we didn't really regret having been able to adopt them as our family. Nanay has been very kind and hospitable to us everytime we went there. Her kids, MM, Yan2 and Dodong were nice too. They were of course shy at first but they got comfortable after how many visits.. phew!!
grrrrr.. i hate it.. and it hurts so much.. i can't eat well... can't savor the food i eat during breakfast, lunch, merienda and dinner.. huhhu
i hate it so much..grrr.. stupid ah. the teacher hasn't even taught us how to go about it.. dammit!!!
chapters 3 to 7 na daun ang ipass?? whoooaaa!!!!!
bsta i hate it..plus pa b ang english research paper..ggrrrrr
yezzers!! the English and RS exams are done!! Ü yahoo!! weeeeeeeeeeh.. xoxo...
tomorrow exams are, Filipino and Math..
here we go.. all the Tagalog stuffs will come out and all the functions and relations are going to occur tomorrow..LOL
well, i'm kind of disappointed with my English exam 'coz there was one part in the exam wherein I was so CLUELESS!! as in clueless..tsk3x
i hope i could still get line of 9.. tsk3x.. so that i would be exempted in the endterm..
well, gotta go.. i still have to get my make-up quiz in Psych! Ü chow!! xoxo
love lots,
aZeLiTa(,")
omg!! yes yes yes.. study mode again..it's the start of our midterm exams tomorrow.. well, our first exam is english followed by r.s which means, religious studies.
well, to God be the glory and of course i myself should also see to it that i study hard to get high grades after the exams.. weeeh..I HOPE SO.. and pray so..hehe Ü
class again!! weeeee back to our lives...weeeeeeeeee.. at least we have allowances..hihihi
xoxo... get to see our classmates again..and of course our teachers....
especially the discipline officers..witiwiw!! =)
grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.. i hate it
assignments...
projects....
research papers...
tests..
oh no!! back to normal!!
i hope it's sportsfest for 1 WHOLE MONTH..haahhahaha weeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
study time again..projects..assignments..grrrr
congrats!! 2nd ta .. had fun ??? i guess in METRODOME?? uhmmmmm.kinda disappointing..hahhahaha..but i do salute the nursing council!! go NARRSINGG!! ehhehehehe
had known many people.. especially the basketball team of the COllege of Nursing..weee
ok.. the time we went to m02.. weeeeeeeee.. got to know daryl and the others..hahaha ooopps!! the "eyes"!!
HELLO! good evening everyone!
Azel here and i am about to write what i am feeling right now..
Well, college life is really different from highschool.. i realized that ever since the first day of college life started.
at first, i was kind of really minding the things that are really SENTIMENTAL to me and those people who are SPECIAL to me..
i had this fear of being away from THEM or should i say "her" especially that were not classmates. (of course, our schedules are way too different)
it is just that i kind of MISS SOOO MUCH what we had during our highschool years.. i hope she knows that..
i know i maybe a bit paranoid and always say im FORGOTTEN..but that is what i am feeling right now..
i have no grudge or anything.. for them and for her.. i just want HER and for THEM to know how i feel.. thanks.. and always take care..
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